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Saturday, November 26, 2005

getting sleepy now... but shall finish blogging first.

today's saturday !! its like how many months i haven go out w a friend on a saturday. hahas. i really can count w my ten fingers for the number of times i gone out on a saturday this year. hahas.

but today gone out w ql. dat girl make me waited for how long ar? almost an hr lohx. i alr walk finish the whole ps den she arrive... hahas... but anyw, we walked down to cine and ate the indonesian food. den when walk walk ard, trying lotsa clothes. 6pm dat time dickson joined us cos he morning shift and we went to coffee club. the both of them always make me laugh like mad when they are tgt w me. hahas. so so funny.

i'm quite happy today. :))

anyw, spotted nice clothes. i like.


nice right ?? geez... i'm in the mood of surfing for prettie clothes online.

and i loves the BCBG's model's hair colour.


nice ??!! might consider as my colour for nx year... hahas... and i kindda feel like extending my hair too...

plus i wan a debit card too. den i can shop online !! shall go and apply once i'm free. hahas. and i dun let my parents know. let them shock when the card arrive, i wan to show to them i grow up le. can do a lot of things by myself le, not everything need to depend on them. hahas. :D


{11:59:00 pm}


Thursday, November 24, 2005
updates;

ok. shall update abt the "thunderstorm" on mon. hahas.

cos the both of us worked afternoon shift on mon so we went out for lunch tgt first. but i din tell my mum that i was going out earlier. i'm also reluctant to tell her i'm going out w him lar. den my mum called home and no one pick up, so she called my hp. but i'm having my lunch and my phone was on silent mode, therefore there's 6 missed calls when i finally realised. i also dunno what's w her but she just continue scolding... such a small little thing make until the whole world knows... hais... den return home that time really kenna till very cham...

den tues - morning went to apply for passport, den went town. met him and we watch harry potter. frankly speaking, that movie is not my cup of tea lar. but i'm still ok w it. and hv to thanks ql to help me cover up. but sad to say she's in an ultra bad mood that day... so the monster kenna... wahhahahahas... next, we went to watch choir concert in the evening. shall not elaborate much, but i jux miss my ms chang's choir a lot a lot.

yesterday, meet zm at tpc. we went crystal jade to have lunch. eat until damn full. had some catch ups and she hv to go cos she still hv test the day after. den i went k box. singing alone is really fun. hahas.

today, no one is free. but at least can hv lunch w him before he go to work. had lunch at sakae. den we walk to the head office dere to get lightbulbs... hahas... after he went to work, i go walk walk ard town. picked up the red earth's eyeshadow that i had reserved. den went to my mum's shop.

some replies>>
shann- hahas... not criminal lar. its actually a code. nx time meet up den tell u... i next month everyday damn free. u want which day meet up also can. :))
ql- u r getting more and more naggy... hahas... will rmb ur famous quote one k. and yar, ur monster do read ur blog... hahas...


{7:35:00 pm}


Wednesday, November 23, 2005
thunderstorm, hurricane, tornado;

hais... as u can see, i kenna my mum again on monday... :(((

i actually recovered frm my emotion alr. why why why. why am i so afraid to tell lies. i just dun like it. but she make me learn that telling the truth will not end up gd either... so... arghx... whatever.

going to meet up zm le... update more when i come back tonight. :))

{1:23:00 pm}


Sunday, November 20, 2005

so sianx. now at my grandma's hse. grandfather's birthday mahx... always felt so out of place here... hais...

the past four days were all working days. but now only four days left le... i really can't bear to leave that place. so many memories, happy or sad. but i really did make lotsa great friends dere. will really really miss the days :((

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just finish watching er mo zai shen bian. its a nice show lar. both leads are cute. i like rainie yang in the show, she's so cute. hahas... the storyline not bad... although its a typical ou xiang ju.

i'm having a mix feeling. i'm quite amazed by how my life is this year. looking back, everything is so amazing. i always thought that such stuff only happen in novels and tv shows, nv thought that it will happen in my life. but somehow, i grew stronger le bahx.

to tell you the truth, i'm quite lost now. last time, we only have to sit for exams and worry for the result and wait for everyday to pass. now, i have gotten wad i wan. but, i still felt lost and uncertain. few months back, when i tot my life is totally perfect and filled w happiness, smtg strucked and took my happiness away. and now, when the 'thunderstorm' is going to be over, although i'm quite exhausted but i'm still happy w my life. but still, the uncertainness. where i'm going in life. and i'm turning 18 nx year. hais...

sleeping soon le.

{1:49:00 pm}


Thursday, November 17, 2005
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so happy today. hahas.

0170, 0012 is very happy today wor. :D

so long nv so happy le. geez.

also dunno wad to say. but i'm so so so so happy.

if ppl are puzzled by my sudden change, eh... i also dunno how to explain.

but i dunno this happiness can last how long...

anyw, i bought my er mo zai shen bian vcd le !! the one rainie acted in... so damn nice lohx... very very funny sia... and i just loves the song.

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{11:31:00 pm}


Sunday, November 13, 2005
i dun wan it to be liddat;

i'm so tired, so so tired.
i dun wan to struggle any more. but.... i really can't bear to let go.

11/11/05. what a day. that i won't forget for my whole life.
age gap? background? does it matter so much?
my heart still hurts a lot.
but thanks for making an effort to talk to my mum.
i guess we did put in our best effort,
its just fated to be liddat.

yesterday was in town alone. cos ql dun wan to go out. so i went ard for some impluse shopping to fa xie my qing xu.
bought: a roxy cap, a pair of nike running shoes, and two guess handbags.
dunno worry, i'm not crazy. the shoe and bags are on sale, so its damn worth it to buy anyw.

its really damn shiok to roam ard town liddat on a saturday afternoon. hahas. somemore in a empty stomach. but dunno why my feet just carry me to tommy jeans.

den when i return ta tpc, me went k box !! hahahahas. alone. non stop singing for three hrs !! so say yeah with me.

my mum wants me to quit my job. and i have to. i dun hv a choice. do i ??

0170, i misses you.

{7:15:00 pm}


Saturday, November 12, 2005
the end.

i shld learn how to lie right?
i shld learn to be smart, not to be so frail.
but this is how i m brought up. this is so contradicting.
i still wan to believe that there are no evil ppl.
what's the pt of making things so complicated?

why does things hv to turn out this way?
everything happened so fast and so sudden.
they dun even give me a chance to catch a breath.

i wan to live normally though,
i m very very tired.

{10:30:00 am}


Wednesday, November 09, 2005
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so many days din blog le. so so so busy. but finally gotten my off day yesterday. yeah !! den the following days will be quite relaxing .
some recaps:

sat- full shift at rc. beta den fri, at least there's more customers and i adapted to the stocks and serving style dere.
sun- afternoon shift back at taka. i'm like in dream land the whole day. somemore not enough ppl, cos 2 ppl mc.
mon- full shift cum my last day of my 8 days in a row shift. but, we gt staff meeting at 8 30am. i like falling asleep thru out the staff meeting. the whole day i only steam clothes. and cos LJL (our director) is shop walking the nx day, the changing display the whole day. changing display is really not an easy thing, learning new things everyday. :D

yesterday- slept till 12 den went to cut hair. want to grow my hair out. so its back to normal now. den went to town walk walk. acc dickson to send alteration den later at night acc raymond and dickson to eat dinner. its a funny day lar. ehh... ppl are asking funny questions. hahas...
but. go home dat time also kenna my mum again. den ql also. why are ppl getting funnier and funnier these days?

{10:52:00 am}


Friday, November 04, 2005
home*sick?

hahas. yups i'm "home sick"... wahahahahas... worked at rc today... was damn damn bored dere... really, taka tommy jeans is still the best. =)) i mean the environment. i work at rc one day i beh ta han liaos. i really cannot stand standing dere nothing for me to do. same goes to b2 event sale. although can eat snake. but i prefer a busy life, or else no kick at all.

wed worked at b2. me and dickson. damn damn slack. only keep folding clothes and watch mtvs. but boring sia... i cannot stand standing dere and dun walk, my back will hurt. but dickson let me keep going out and eat snake... so quite okay la. heex...

den yesterday was hari raya. no malay working !! imagine tommy jeans is full of malays one lehx. so end up only me, dickson, agus, maricel full shift and paul afternoon. (doreen and raymond not counted la) imagine yesterday was a public hol, so few ppl do. damn busy. but. i lived my day to the fullest. i just love it when it come to sale time. den can serve ppl serve like mad. catch fishes too. hahas... done smtg like 1.5k and help agus do a vip. hahas... i just miss the days.

den today actually is my off day one. but rc not enough ppl so i gotta go dere and do mid shift. its so boring dere, whole day steam clothes, got ppl come in greet. den let them browse ard one. i'm like damn homesick dere la(cos taka is my second home ma). i just love to greet loudly, intro customer stuff, run here run dere for sizes colours what ever and for fitting rooms too. geez. den the sense of acheivement when u complete a sale. :D tmr still gonna do full shift at rc. sianx. so now i schedule is like work eight days in a row w 5 full shift. becoming superwoman liaos. but not tired one la, how tired one i also gt go thru b4 le. geez.

my family is getting on my nerves !! snatching for the com everyday. i wan my ibook asap !!

{10:49:00 pm}


Tuesday, November 01, 2005
happy;

worked afternoon today. met ser for lunch. ate cartel's st louis' pork ribs. damn damn full.

i'm in a gd mood today. maybe its a gd day at work?? raymond come back le !! finally. today was (nearly) like gd old days. i'm the only part timer, but. its busy, so chiong sales lohx. hahas. not in my full mode, still got some slackness in me but afternoon shift gt do a thousand plus not bad le. i really misses the days when i can do till two thousand plus a day, i guess the day will nv come again le. cos now part timer most of the time is fold clothes and need to give priority to full timers when doing sales. anyw, nvm la. the most impt thing is to b happy, if not happy den quit lohx. say like very easy liddat. i will be very very she bu de one lohx. i alr treat tommy jeans as my second home le... hais...

tmr working at B2 sale... can slack slack a bit... guess nothing much to blog le. i'm sleepy too. nitex...

{11:58:00 pm}

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